November 30, 2010 December was the month I was most looking forward to.
Circumstances change. Oh well
-nIx- @ [[10:21 PM]]
November 16, 2010 I feel like I've got an idiot persistently stalking me online and its damn obvious because you keep commenting on almost every facebook post of mine and keep sending messages on msn although I've never replied a single thing.
Why don't you get the hint and leave me alone!!!
-nIx- @ [[11:25 PM]]
November 12, 2010 Ever been put in a spot where you don't know where your life is heading? Well I don't know..
Didn't expect for you to wish me happy birthday after all tt's happened but you did. And I'm just glad you did.
I always thought about a perfect life, but perfect is a far cry away. I wish certain things won't end up the way they would/will be. I wish I could help but I don't know how I can make a difference.
-nIx- @ [[11:12 PM]]
November 09, 2010 I've always wanted to be there for you. Yet time and again, you shut me out. I would have been your pillar and see you through the difficult times. But you wouldn't let me. You chose to deal with it on your own. Why?
And when I needed you most, I hardly felt like I had your back. Why oh why?
-nIx- @ [[11:11 PM]]
November 04, 2010 Letting everything come to a standstill is most probably the most difficult choice I've made in a long, long time.
At least I know I did my best and learnt how to cherish everything while I had the chance to.
-nIx- @ [[11:20 PM]]
November 03, 2010 I dreamt I contacted your sister to meet up with her. down to talk she just found me very familiar. She went through her phone and found a few photos of me. She then realised who I was and agreed to help. I brought her to my room and we spoke for awhile. She's was sweet and helpful. She had 4 tickets to the funfair you guys would be going to over the weekend and passed one to me. Then, she assured me everything would go fine. I kept asking her what if things don't turn out well but she kept asking me not to worry, to go to the funfair and everything will be alright. Before we said goodbye we gave each other a hug.